im back
back in december i stopped useing this cause i decided that i didnt care about it and never worte in but know with things that are going on i have decided to use it again.
it's surprising how one thing one event can re-open so many scars from your past. nobody understands nobody really sees whats been goign on. they know im not happy with this past week seeing her lying in the hospital bed with ivs every were things attached to her hearts. people dont get it how scared i really am. ive seen this befor. the hospital vists the parents that dont care and guess what happend she was buried six feet iner is that whats goign to happen with katie. i know im suppost to not care casue she does this to herself but really she is my friends if she goes.......... i dont know. you never really forget your past no matter how had u try and lock it away.
~hearts~
what if she goes
it's surprising how one thing one event can re-open so many scars from your past. nobody understands nobody really sees whats been goign on. they know im not happy with this past week seeing her lying in the hospital bed with ivs every were things attached to her hearts. people dont get it how scared i really am. ive seen this befor. the hospital vists the parents that dont care and guess what happend she was buried six feet iner is that whats goign to happen with katie. i know im suppost to not care casue she does this to herself but really she is my friends if she goes.......... i dont know. you never really forget your past no matter how had u try and lock it away.
~hearts~
what if she goes