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I’m back from holiday school, which was part fantastic and some things happened that were totally fucked up. I’ve been trying to do my art coursework and, failing, have come on the computer. I’ve read jess’s livejournal which has made me feel a bit better and I’m almost managing not to think too much about the fucked up part. Now I’m trying to update lj. it better work.
Hmm, I might write to jess… (just warning you jess)
meh.
Musings about lj: the reason I write it is hmm, I think, I dunno, but maybe partly cos I like telling people stuff + about my feelings + stuff (perhaps/probably too much), partly/perhaps/maybe cos I want sympathy? And partly to let my feelings out? I dunno, how should I know, they’re my feelings. But there’s some stuff you can’t tell people, or that you kann only tell one person, or which you will never tell anyone, or maybe. meh. sorry.
sorry.
Hmm. I’ll stop talking now shall i?
Ah well. Life usually gets better, for most people, I hope.
Hmm, I might write to jess… (just warning you jess)
meh.
Musings about lj: the reason I write it is hmm, I think, I dunno, but maybe partly cos I like telling people stuff + about my feelings + stuff (perhaps/probably too much), partly/perhaps/maybe cos I want sympathy? And partly to let my feelings out? I dunno, how should I know, they’re my feelings. But there’s some stuff you can’t tell people, or that you kann only tell one person, or which you will never tell anyone, or maybe. meh. sorry.
sorry.
Hmm. I’ll stop talking now shall i?
Ah well. Life usually gets better, for most people, I hope.