Last Friday Night: "Kicked out of the bar: Kourt" ~ random friend list
Hahaha. I have to say, I have never been kicked out of the bar. Even when the bar closed, I have never been kicked out. Sure, they closed up the bar and cleaned a little but never kicked me out in the process. Then again, I'm adored and totally loved.
I don't miss Sean right now which is an improvement. The truth is that while I don't miss him as much, I miss the scene. I miss Al, I miss Lenny, I miss the crazy shit that happened. I miss the damn stupid Friday adventures when they were good. They bored me to tears sometimes. They made me so happy I nearly pissed my pants. The damn emotions got in the way a lot and I am still pretty raw to the whole thing. But I do miss it...and deep down, I do miss the giddy charm of it all too. But a lot of it, I wish I could go in there was a big "Fuck You" motto and blow it all out of the water. Just to do it. No harm. Just to do it.
I love you, Dillon.
I don't miss Sean right now which is an improvement. The truth is that while I don't miss him as much, I miss the scene. I miss Al, I miss Lenny, I miss the crazy shit that happened. I miss the damn stupid Friday adventures when they were good. They bored me to tears sometimes. They made me so happy I nearly pissed my pants. The damn emotions got in the way a lot and I am still pretty raw to the whole thing. But I do miss it...and deep down, I do miss the giddy charm of it all too. But a lot of it, I wish I could go in there was a big "Fuck You" motto and blow it all out of the water. Just to do it. No harm. Just to do it.
I love you, Dillon.