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I'm tired. I'm bored. I have nothing to do.
It's week three with no job. Funds are running low. Plus I went to PIMA medical institute on friday about going to school for radiology tech. Basically they said I can't get in. Really puts a damper on my desire to go to school. Plus it adds to the annoyance of people telling me, "well, if you go to school you can get a better job." Yeah.... thanks. I don't even know if I even want to go there, but I don't know what else to do with my fucking life. I don't know what I want to do, and I don't understand why I have to decide that now. I've got, what, some 70 years left in my life? What if I get sick of what I go to school for? I'll never have the money to go back. Oh, yeah and my mom bitched at me about paying her $200 again this week when I just gave her money 2 weeks ago... and I have no way of getting the money.
I'm just not happy right now. No one wants to hire me... no one wants me at their school. I just need to leave for a while. But... once again, I can't afford to go anywhere. I need to get out and have fun. I want to go on a road trip... even a road trip to nowhere. I just feel like I'm in a rut or something. Ok, ok, not a rut.... I'm just so tired of being here. This place is gay.
Those thieving birds
Hang strung from an empty nest
This swan plagued pond
Foresaken and under whelmed
Those leaving words
Hang strong from an emptiness
Hang strong from an emptiness
Those thieving birds
Hang strung from an empty nest
It's week three with no job. Funds are running low. Plus I went to PIMA medical institute on friday about going to school for radiology tech. Basically they said I can't get in. Really puts a damper on my desire to go to school. Plus it adds to the annoyance of people telling me, "well, if you go to school you can get a better job." Yeah.... thanks. I don't even know if I even want to go there, but I don't know what else to do with my fucking life. I don't know what I want to do, and I don't understand why I have to decide that now. I've got, what, some 70 years left in my life? What if I get sick of what I go to school for? I'll never have the money to go back. Oh, yeah and my mom bitched at me about paying her $200 again this week when I just gave her money 2 weeks ago... and I have no way of getting the money.
I'm just not happy right now. No one wants to hire me... no one wants me at their school. I just need to leave for a while. But... once again, I can't afford to go anywhere. I need to get out and have fun. I want to go on a road trip... even a road trip to nowhere. I just feel like I'm in a rut or something. Ok, ok, not a rut.... I'm just so tired of being here. This place is gay.
Those thieving birds
Hang strung from an empty nest
This swan plagued pond
Foresaken and under whelmed
Those leaving words
Hang strong from an emptiness
Hang strong from an emptiness
Those thieving birds
Hang strung from an empty nest