i'm a mess, i'm a wreck
Goddamnit. What is wrong with my body? I think I'm getting sick. Yesterday I woke up and my head felt like it was being split open and I wanted to die. For no reason at all I was sick and throwing up the nothing I had in my stomach and therefore I had a terrible day. Dave took care of me and thank goodness for that... and then I slept it off.
And then I had to unpack from 11 PM through 3 AM...just so when my roommates came in today they wouldn't have to hop around to get through my swamp of stuff. AND THEN I had to wake up for work at 7:30 AM. I felt terrible.
Today after I got off work I've been fine...I met my roommates and they are wonderful!! I'm so excited to have them!! I really think I got lucky with roommates again, but we shall see. I went for a run and I did the bridge loop in a half hour or less, went to the gym and worked out, and ran back. And I was great all the way up until I ate dinner.
Now I'm fucking sick again, my head is throbbing, my eyes hurt from looking at the screen, my throat is sore and my nose is running. I want to hurl. I don't know if I have a fever or not. I've got the chills. If I'm sick, it's most likely because I have not been sleeping much and have been cold and uncomfortable whenever I was sleeping these past few days. Jillian says it was probably a migraine (but I never got those before), Heather says might be strep (woo hoo), I am fatigued and feel like it may be mono. Wonderful. Just in time for school. But maybe I am just a hypochondriac.
Jamal was scaring me about me puking in the morning...and Dave's roommate was scaring him. Now we are both fucking paranoid about me being pregnant, and when I was like...hmmm is that why I've been gaining weight?...we both flipped our shit. I gotta look up this whole morning sickness bullshit and let me tell you, I am scared. Dear lord, please no.
I don't know what to say. I just want to die.
And then I had to unpack from 11 PM through 3 AM...just so when my roommates came in today they wouldn't have to hop around to get through my swamp of stuff. AND THEN I had to wake up for work at 7:30 AM. I felt terrible.
Today after I got off work I've been fine...I met my roommates and they are wonderful!! I'm so excited to have them!! I really think I got lucky with roommates again, but we shall see. I went for a run and I did the bridge loop in a half hour or less, went to the gym and worked out, and ran back. And I was great all the way up until I ate dinner.
Now I'm fucking sick again, my head is throbbing, my eyes hurt from looking at the screen, my throat is sore and my nose is running. I want to hurl. I don't know if I have a fever or not. I've got the chills. If I'm sick, it's most likely because I have not been sleeping much and have been cold and uncomfortable whenever I was sleeping these past few days. Jillian says it was probably a migraine (but I never got those before), Heather says might be strep (woo hoo), I am fatigued and feel like it may be mono. Wonderful. Just in time for school. But maybe I am just a hypochondriac.
Jamal was scaring me about me puking in the morning...and Dave's roommate was scaring him. Now we are both fucking paranoid about me being pregnant, and when I was like...hmmm is that why I've been gaining weight?...we both flipped our shit. I gotta look up this whole morning sickness bullshit and let me tell you, I am scared. Dear lord, please no.
I don't know what to say. I just want to die.