Aug 12, 2005 15:26
He loves me only for sex?
I hope he wasn't really telling the truth in the form of a joke. You know that works - a lot of truths come out when you're "just kidding."
He says that I don't get angry or frustrated enough, and that he thinks I tend to repress negative emotions and that I'm often "not myself" because I don't want to upset him. I don't though, and I kind of like to be happy as much of the time as possible. And I'm not selfish enough. Say WHAT?
Well we shall see. Yes, it's that time of the month where I get temperamental and very very emo...my favorite GREEN PILLS time!! I curse the stupid Orthotricyclen-Lo for the green pills section. Why can't I just be happy and PMS-free all the time? No wonder I've been eating so much chocolate and...food in general. grrr.
I cried and cried some more, and I lost my appetite.