don't cry emo kid
Oh I am so emo sometimes it's disgusting.
My boyfriend has issues and I worry. Just now he called me up and told me he thought he was gay. And the moment he put down the phone, I started thinking, "Does this mean he's breaking up with me?" and the thought was so unbelievably saddening that tears just flowed. Obviously, if he is, it's not his fault so I shouldn't be upset. I was not upset actually, just incredibly sad. I can't even think of a better word for it..."SAD" is the best I can do. I'm not like this normally, but the thought was unbearable and while I kept reminding myself that I'd get over it in a week, it would be one Goddamned fucking miserable week.
Because very shockingly, I realized that I have fallen crazy madly RETARDEDLY in love for the first time in my life in the course of 2 months. And yeah, so he called me up about 15 minutes later and told me he wasn't, I swear I heard my heart crack already and hey, hearts don't fix up that easily. Or at least mine doesn't. Isn't it crazy how a heart can be broken with a sentence? I couldn't stop crying...in fact what the hell, I'm still crying.
Like I said, I am so emo sometimes it's disgusting.
Shiver away, I thought the action was real. Somewhere I know that's just the way you are. It's hard to believe that you're a part of me, and I can't believe when you carry on and on.
My boyfriend has issues and I worry. Just now he called me up and told me he thought he was gay. And the moment he put down the phone, I started thinking, "Does this mean he's breaking up with me?" and the thought was so unbelievably saddening that tears just flowed. Obviously, if he is, it's not his fault so I shouldn't be upset. I was not upset actually, just incredibly sad. I can't even think of a better word for it..."SAD" is the best I can do. I'm not like this normally, but the thought was unbearable and while I kept reminding myself that I'd get over it in a week, it would be one Goddamned fucking miserable week.
Because very shockingly, I realized that I have fallen crazy madly RETARDEDLY in love for the first time in my life in the course of 2 months. And yeah, so he called me up about 15 minutes later and told me he wasn't, I swear I heard my heart crack already and hey, hearts don't fix up that easily. Or at least mine doesn't. Isn't it crazy how a heart can be broken with a sentence? I couldn't stop crying...in fact what the hell, I'm still crying.
Like I said, I am so emo sometimes it's disgusting.
Shiver away, I thought the action was real. Somewhere I know that's just the way you are. It's hard to believe that you're a part of me, and I can't believe when you carry on and on.