But the truth is, that's not really what I want at all.
[I thought that this is what I wanted. For you to see me as beautiful.]
This morning when I woke up i wanted to go back to bed.. curl up and not go.. but everything was taken care of in the morning, well most of it and when I got home my dad and i talked about it. enough said.
me and erica m. + signed up for the school's paper..we got an opinion column started and are gunna help w/ photos.
when my mom got home she went and got some dinner and then took me to claires.. casually walked by peter's and then to CYO...good times. ELENA was there.. awh man.
talked to Lauren for a lil while.. make sure you check your mail lauren cause i'm gunna send you a long ass letter cause i had to leave out alot cause the 'rents were around.. miss you! love you! coming to see you!
she's coming a month from today--woo. better go by extremly fast!
canisus dance.. anyone going?
friday is gunna be amazing..but i'm mad its closed. thats really dumb. sorry girls.
allergies suck. and i cant see. fuck. and i'm dizzy.. oh so dizzy.
i'm picking Claire up in the morning. just thought i'd let you all know.. lol
i haven't seen Cait in a long time.. =/
is it just me or is this week going by real slow?
awh man guys. tomorrow will be 2 years since 9-11. =(
goodnight.
later kids.
[I have all these feelings -- these weird feelings -- and I've had this burning desire to express them. But I can't. I just can't. And these feelings -- they're trapped -- they're like stuck in my heart... And I just feel so lonely.]
This morning when I woke up i wanted to go back to bed.. curl up and not go.. but everything was taken care of in the morning, well most of it and when I got home my dad and i talked about it. enough said.
me and erica m. + signed up for the school's paper..we got an opinion column started and are gunna help w/ photos.
when my mom got home she went and got some dinner and then took me to claires.. casually walked by peter's and then to CYO...good times. ELENA was there.. awh man.
talked to Lauren for a lil while.. make sure you check your mail lauren cause i'm gunna send you a long ass letter cause i had to leave out alot cause the 'rents were around.. miss you! love you! coming to see you!
she's coming a month from today--woo. better go by extremly fast!
canisus dance.. anyone going?
friday is gunna be amazing..but i'm mad its closed. thats really dumb. sorry girls.
allergies suck. and i cant see. fuck. and i'm dizzy.. oh so dizzy.
i'm picking Claire up in the morning. just thought i'd let you all know.. lol
i haven't seen Cait in a long time.. =/
is it just me or is this week going by real slow?
awh man guys. tomorrow will be 2 years since 9-11. =(
goodnight.
later kids.
[I have all these feelings -- these weird feelings -- and I've had this burning desire to express them. But I can't. I just can't. And these feelings -- they're trapped -- they're like stuck in my heart... And I just feel so lonely.]