..its gunna be more then i can take..
you have no clue how much i want another chance with everything and everyone. to make all the wrongs, right. and to not be who i was this past year. it wasn't me. i've never been so not me in my life. i'm sitting here..looking back at everything. pictures, notes, my year book, my journal and i'm realizing how much changed.
i was dependent on you. and you were probally a waste of 6 months, but hey, at the time it was the time of my life. and it seems like you try to come back but you only taught me one thing, to run away. and i dont want to run away from things anymore. i'm taking it all head on and weither i make it or not we'll just have to wait and see. and we'll see who sticks by and helps me along. you kept me going for the longest time and after we stopped talking and you basically disappered i lost it. i lost everything. but it only made me stronger, wait no. it made me the person who i never wanted to be and never want to be again. i became the worst i could be.
[are u as happy as your pretending?]
i was dependent on you. and you were probally a waste of 6 months, but hey, at the time it was the time of my life. and it seems like you try to come back but you only taught me one thing, to run away. and i dont want to run away from things anymore. i'm taking it all head on and weither i make it or not we'll just have to wait and see. and we'll see who sticks by and helps me along. you kept me going for the longest time and after we stopped talking and you basically disappered i lost it. i lost everything. but it only made me stronger, wait no. it made me the person who i never wanted to be and never want to be again. i became the worst i could be.
[are u as happy as your pretending?]