Nov 17, 2004 17:43
i hate distance.
I hate talking to a friend and having them be in so much pain, it rips my heart out that i can't be there. I also am not a fan of change. even when the change is brought on by soemtihng i did. I still don't like it.
I don't think anyone really likes change.
i have this eerie feeling that something bad is happening. or about to happen. I haven't had this awful feeling of impending doom since the night of the election when i sat up for 5 hours with dave refreshing CNN.com every chance i got. and that time, the impeding feeling of doom? well..you know what happend, but this entry is so far from a political rant i could laugh at the thought. ANYWAY back to this errie feeling.
it's this icky rumbling in my tummy followed by nasuea. no i'm not sick. thats just how i'm feeling.
I don't know. but if you're going to drop a hideous information bomb on me...warn me a little first kthnx.
orther side of "the world" (as in, my life)
i talked to Ashley P today. amazing, i was thinking about her a lil. I thought i had seen her at dunkins on linden street, but it wasnt her apparently...
the aunt and uncle are home. means more babysitting and spending quality time with Amelia. soo soo cute. i love her to pieces.
tomorrow, (hopefully. -crosses fingers- i will get to head over to the bank in newton and take some money out, transferre it to my checking account and my check won't bounce and i can start some serious bill paying and xmas shopping.)
hmm. I have liana's all picked out. i have to find it first. (if you're also getting her a present...and want to make sure i'm not getting it...IM me..)
andrew wants the GameboySP....kind of expensive....mj and i apparently have to get it for him. that'll be expensive.
thanks to liana, i think i have an idea for my dad's xmas present, either that or i'll get him something train-related. cuz he's a train freak.
amy and i aren't exchanging presents...which is fine...
jon, now i have a few ideas..but not too sure.
sheldon? what do u want?
who am i leaving off this list?
kristen?
Ellie B?
Let me know. If you dont want to do presents that is fine too. cuz im gona send out cards to the pple who arent doing presents (as welll as those who are) well...more like handing them to people.
ooh. i have a greatest journal now. which most of my entries will be xposted. this journal (the greatest journal) will be 100% public. solves my "i feeel bad issue" on this journal. this journal assumes friends only status like, today.
mmmkay. im gonna continue to search for more family guy pictures..if you have any or want to direct me somewhere..lemmme know. k thnkx.
Kisses!
Me