2008
2007 was both good and hard at the same time. had to work like crazy person but i've had mitja backing me up all this time and apart from money trouble and burn-out symptoms, i've been happier than in years.
i do NOT have:
-money. at all. had to go back to school for a month and it set me back 1300E. ouch!
-nice clothes that fit me. my nice clothes are size 36. i'm a 38/40. dodgy.
-a small arse
-any hair
-any alcohol
i have:
-a snake, soon 2 snakes. they rock
-a part-time job i really like
-a big arse
-an alcohol problem, as previously mentioned
i've been quite anti-social lately. i've always been sorta socially retarded and awkward, but putting my so-called career before my friends has now officially set me back several people. while others deepened their friendships over the years, met new people and had a good time i worked, studied, moped, drank and slept. it seems i've alienated my old friends to mere acquaintances, and old acquaintances hardly recognize me at all. at the end of the long day i just wanna sleep and when i have a normal 8-hour day at work i gotta catch up on paperwork, house cleaning, cooking, watching b-movies.. strange stuff. not that i'd really mind, though. that's what's making all of this so weird, i can't say i could complain. i'm happy at work like i never was off-duty, i don't feel as out of it when i get paid for sticking around.
anyhow. sometimes i do get the odd evening off just to notice i would pick up the phone if i had someone to call. are you people still out there, or should i get my head out of the sand and start making new friends..? horrible idea at that..
i do NOT have:
-money. at all. had to go back to school for a month and it set me back 1300E. ouch!
-nice clothes that fit me. my nice clothes are size 36. i'm a 38/40. dodgy.
-a small arse
-any hair
-any alcohol
i have:
-a snake, soon 2 snakes. they rock
-a part-time job i really like
-a big arse
-an alcohol problem, as previously mentioned
i've been quite anti-social lately. i've always been sorta socially retarded and awkward, but putting my so-called career before my friends has now officially set me back several people. while others deepened their friendships over the years, met new people and had a good time i worked, studied, moped, drank and slept. it seems i've alienated my old friends to mere acquaintances, and old acquaintances hardly recognize me at all. at the end of the long day i just wanna sleep and when i have a normal 8-hour day at work i gotta catch up on paperwork, house cleaning, cooking, watching b-movies.. strange stuff. not that i'd really mind, though. that's what's making all of this so weird, i can't say i could complain. i'm happy at work like i never was off-duty, i don't feel as out of it when i get paid for sticking around.
anyhow. sometimes i do get the odd evening off just to notice i would pick up the phone if i had someone to call. are you people still out there, or should i get my head out of the sand and start making new friends..? horrible idea at that..