i just wanna talk to you my broken heart just has no use
i'm sad. i was just packing and all of a sudden i just got really really sad. i don't really get why though. i think it's sorta because my life is really changing. i sorta feel how i felt around graduation, where i was just all emotional and retarded. it's not weird now, but it's gonna be so weird when school starts. i think i'm realizing this now because this week i haven't really seen too many people, so it's kinda similar to what it's gonna be like for me during the school year. and i'm so sad. but i'm also really excited to travel and work and have amazing experiences. it's just bittersweet. and i'm also kind of upset because during the time when i've been back from connecticut and the time when i'm going to nantucket, some pretty weird and unexpected stuff has happened. and nothing really good happened for me, so i just feel sort of let down/broken. and now i feel like, well, i guess that's it. this is it. and now i'm leaving again. but of course, i'll be back. but i'm just all wacked out about my life right now. what am i doing?