overground watch this space i'm open to falling from grace
i just have to not care. i'm afraid to care about stuff because it seems to always be a let down and my feelings get hurt and well i just don't have the energy to care anymore. i don't want to be passionate about anything and i want to quit thinking and talking about myself. which is what i'm doing right now.
this weekend was a bust and it just drained the shit out of me. and then last night i watched stepmom and cried like i always do. except usually i just cry at the sad part, but i cried at the happy parts too. but that was kind of good i guess.
i'm tired of trying to always be brave and conquer everything. i just want to fucking BE. and i'm sick of emotions and feelings and everything. blehhhhhhhhhhhh
i quit. and i'm allowed because i'm 17.
this weekend was a bust and it just drained the shit out of me. and then last night i watched stepmom and cried like i always do. except usually i just cry at the sad part, but i cried at the happy parts too. but that was kind of good i guess.
i'm tired of trying to always be brave and conquer everything. i just want to fucking BE. and i'm sick of emotions and feelings and everything. blehhhhhhhhhhhh
i quit. and i'm allowed because i'm 17.