Jan 11, 2005 10:00
something is happening with me and boys
there is one that i love but it's just impossible
there is one that i'm just undecided about
and then there are about 10 who i wish i could have...but things get in the way like 10 year age differences and such
even though i'm leaving for only 15 days it feels like i'll be gone for 3 months.
but it's just that everyone at work was saying goodbye to me and it made me feel so good and loved, which i really really really needed to feel.
i just don't want to think about my life here for the whole trip. i feel like something will happen overseas where i have a moment of clarity which will hopefully help me out a lot.
i love my friends sooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhh.
bippity boppity boo