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so i havent actually written in here for quite some time. cept for occasional lyric posting.
so ive been working at hoggys for like the last 3-4 months or so.
i really liked it at first but now it has turned into the biggest fucking hookup/rumor mill ever.
its discusting. you cant actually take anything anyone says seriously.
like tonight for instance i was told some interesting information about my boyfriend.
who happens to work there.
i dont know what the fuck to think.
and the whole boyfriend thing. i really really really like this kid. like for real.
i was pretty sure he liked me alot too being he prettymuch told me he loved me.
right up untill last night when he blew me off on valentines day to go to bed.
so i got completely retarded with some fellow co workers at chads.
i got so drunk i slept on the bathroom floor. it was pretty fun.
so was fighting with corey all night via text message.
who im pretty sure is ignoring me now.
boss.
he like turned into a completly different person in the matter of a week.
this is so fucking awesome.
i wish i would have neevr gotten involved with him.
im pretty sure hes goign to break up with me.
whooo a fucking week. theres another wonderfully long relationship for me. right.
most likly because of my attitude problem. which i supposedly have.
i dont fucking know. i suppose i am mean sometimes. but i never thought that i was mean to corey.
but apparently i was because he doesnt even wanna hang out with me on valentines day.
i fucked up.
i dont know how to fix it.
i dont want to loose this one.
so ive been working at hoggys for like the last 3-4 months or so.
i really liked it at first but now it has turned into the biggest fucking hookup/rumor mill ever.
its discusting. you cant actually take anything anyone says seriously.
like tonight for instance i was told some interesting information about my boyfriend.
who happens to work there.
i dont know what the fuck to think.
and the whole boyfriend thing. i really really really like this kid. like for real.
i was pretty sure he liked me alot too being he prettymuch told me he loved me.
right up untill last night when he blew me off on valentines day to go to bed.
so i got completely retarded with some fellow co workers at chads.
i got so drunk i slept on the bathroom floor. it was pretty fun.
so was fighting with corey all night via text message.
who im pretty sure is ignoring me now.
boss.
he like turned into a completly different person in the matter of a week.
this is so fucking awesome.
i wish i would have neevr gotten involved with him.
im pretty sure hes goign to break up with me.
whooo a fucking week. theres another wonderfully long relationship for me. right.
most likly because of my attitude problem. which i supposedly have.
i dont fucking know. i suppose i am mean sometimes. but i never thought that i was mean to corey.
but apparently i was because he doesnt even wanna hang out with me on valentines day.
i fucked up.
i dont know how to fix it.
i dont want to loose this one.