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yeah thats me.
i just sent the dumbest email of my life.
it will either be the biggest mistake of my life.
or the best.
only time will tell.
today was horrible.
i wanted to die on several occasions.
espcially the one when i looked up and you were standing right in front of me.
my heart dropped all the way down to my toes probably.
then when you called me Buddy...
i wanted to die again.
god i miss you so fucking much.
how is life liek that.
how am i such a fuck up.
its been sometime since ive seen you.
god knows how much i fucked up.
i was sooooo stupid!
i hope i had some impact on you tonight.
i miss how it used to be.
guess i cant go back.
im sorry.
she must be awesome.

Kiss the RAIN.