"Memento Mori" Remember you must die

[sugaredviolet]

Ten days. A number you can hold on two hands. The clock is ticking. And I wonder, Where the hell did May go? And April, and March, all of them. April had an excuse, I was busy that month. The time flew by too fast with song and dance clouding my head. December and January had an excuse too, I was mostly crying over my lost white world. But it's

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i hate livejournal, but...

[peripheralson]

you succeeded at being creative, i like this entry a lot. it sums up how i feel lately i guess. and you did it better and less whiney then i would too.

i forgot rich existed, to be blunt. those memories feel so distant, i still have them though, written down somewhere. i talked to dominic today, actually, we talk now and then. it's odd.

if this is burdening me with 'pettiness', please proceed to 'burden'.

i need to go binge on 'into the west' now.

Re: i hate livejournal, but...

[sugaredviolet]

Love, you're not whiny. I don't understand why you think you are. I'm whiny. But thank you.
I haven't. It's not like he haunts me or anything, but he'll glare occasionally and I find it kinda funny. Dominic doesn't really talk to me. I always have to talk to him first, and I never know what to say. So much for 'keeping the friendship'.
Burden I shall, don't fear.
Go binge on "Into the West". It's soothing.
L&R,
Aimee

did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded,and that heaven is overrated

[watchyouburn]

Freshmen year...a year I dont want to forget.a year I wont forget.I wont let myself.
"I try to write something meaningful in class. Just about everyone's handwriting had evolved into beautiful perfect letters, but my scribbles fill the page. Or rather, don't, in this case. I know I'm trying too hard these days to be creative. And for all that I strain my mind, it's not working."
I like that paragraph.I try and write things for class and make it thoughtful and creative but all that comes out is mindless crap that gets me a grade I dont deserve.I can only get things out when I write what I want,and even then I can't always do it.I dont like my writing.
Rich should be mature,I dont know the whole story but he should still be mature.Dominic,I agree with Marz.he is kind of a butthead.he shouldn't have led you on,it wasn't right.people who do that aren't worth it.

Re: did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded,and that heaven is overrated

[sugaredviolet]

I won't forget it, but I'll remember taking it for granted and someday, when I'm old and gray, I'll regret not appreiciating it. I know I will, because I regret it already.
It's kind of fun when you gert a grade you don't deserve. I always feel like I successfully cheated the school system. And yeah it's bad, but think. They cheat us every day.
Most boys just can't seem to be mature these days. Or maybe it's just the ones I know.
L&R,
Aimee

Re: did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded,and that heaven is overrated

[watchyouburn]

yeah,we will all regret it,no matter how much of a point we make not to,there will always be something we dont want to happen or wanted to happen.
oh yes,its pretty easy to cheat the school system.
most boys are just stupid.they wont mature,they wont "play nice",and they wont admit they are wrong.they are just stupid beings who dont really know what they want or what they are doing.

[queengina]

aimee-

i wondered the same thing a few days ago. "where the hell did this year go?" two answers: a boy and ensemble. and i can't think of a better way i could've spent it. :)

appreciation for southridge isn't really an option for me. like you say, it's possible to BS all of your classes and still get A's. grr. oh well.

i'll talk to rich in spanish today. ask him what's up. it all happened forever ago, he really ought to be over it by now, especially if you are.

ten more days...ten tiny, pathetic, little days. *smiles* oh, i cannot wait! :D

always,
-gina*

[sugaredviolet]

I'm not sure where it all went for me, I was never really doing anything...
I don't really care what Rich thinks. I don't thknk the fighting is there anymore, but I do think this avoiding each other thing is pointless.
Ten Nine days...and I couldn't be less unsure of how I feel about it.
L&R,
Aimee