Jul 22, 2019 23:15
To my dearest ah ma,
today I miss you so much
So many things reminded me of you
When I went home and saw your photos, of the dead plant bark that you made alive again, of the flowers and paper birds you made
When ah yi talked about the dragons you left her and mummy, of how I touched the dragon you once touched, when I tried on the heavy gold necklace that you always wore for weddings
I think that you are the cutest and most beautiful grandma
You are so talented and so crafty
I miss you so much
Thought of us drinking the Smokey drink at the banquet
Thought of us going to hougang mall for mooncake festival and me pulling you to take photos with me at the photo booth
Thought of you asking me to come out of my room to watch something funny on tv
Thought of how you always talk on the phone everyday
So when will I see you again? I miss you so much and I think you miss me too
I’m sorry that I only have to miss one of you, and you have to miss so many of us.. I wish I could take that pain away from you..
Where are you my grandma? Where are you?