Oct 16, 2009 15:05
its so easy to remember back when it happened now.
how you all smiled through your teeth as you lied.
i was a joke. a punchline.
how often will i end up at the loosing end of this game.
how little i demand.
and yet, the only thing i ask is the one thing never given.
why was i born into a time of libertines?
im childish but this is unfair.
have i been brainwashed by the million words of fiction in print and screen?
am i upholding false ideals that cease to exist in reality?
im not sure about this world anymore.
where is trust?
where is hope?
where is love?
ive forgiven but why do i still feel like the fool?