an update without sparkle
today was my first day at niagara college.
heres the post its.
wedensday.....
- nearly missed my bus
- sat there in awkward silence on its 15 minute ride.
- walked into my first lecture
- felt awkward.
- went for a smoke.
- went to next class
- felt awkward.
- made stumbled forced attempts to be friendly so that i might recieve good participation marks.
- went to next class
- felt even more awkward.
- attempted wireless connection.
- realized it wasnt working
- thought about calling you. smartened up.
- went for lunch. couldnt find Brendan, therefor couldnt buy smokes.
- ate in the courtyard. tried to get online again. failed.
- went to last class.
- got out early.
- no bus for an hour.
- checked out the armoury with randoms.
- felt awkward.
- vowed to never talk to college students again
- attempted wireless one more time.
- cursed technology.
- caught bus
- too many transfers
the end.
the rest of the day.
bad news at work, followed by more bad news followed by crippling headache, followed by crying in the bathroom, followed by EVEN more and possibly crippling bad news has made this girl want to crawl into a deep dark hole.
and the only thing i can think to say is.
FUCK YOU ONTARIO
fuck your stupid supposed student financial aid.
your system that was supposed to be put in place to help students.
you are a greedy bastard and i hate you.
i think im the only one i know that didnt get osap.
and now... i need it more than ever .... and im not just being dramatic.
heres the post its.
wedensday.....
- nearly missed my bus
- sat there in awkward silence on its 15 minute ride.
- walked into my first lecture
- felt awkward.
- went for a smoke.
- went to next class
- felt awkward.
- made stumbled forced attempts to be friendly so that i might recieve good participation marks.
- went to next class
- felt even more awkward.
- attempted wireless connection.
- realized it wasnt working
- thought about calling you. smartened up.
- went for lunch. couldnt find Brendan, therefor couldnt buy smokes.
- ate in the courtyard. tried to get online again. failed.
- went to last class.
- got out early.
- no bus for an hour.
- checked out the armoury with randoms.
- felt awkward.
- vowed to never talk to college students again
- attempted wireless one more time.
- cursed technology.
- caught bus
- too many transfers
the end.
the rest of the day.
bad news at work, followed by more bad news followed by crippling headache, followed by crying in the bathroom, followed by EVEN more and possibly crippling bad news has made this girl want to crawl into a deep dark hole.
and the only thing i can think to say is.
FUCK YOU ONTARIO
fuck your stupid supposed student financial aid.
your system that was supposed to be put in place to help students.
you are a greedy bastard and i hate you.
i think im the only one i know that didnt get osap.
and now... i need it more than ever .... and im not just being dramatic.