Jun 20, 2008 09:41
Success just seems like a dirty word to me.
So many ways to count yourself successful.
So many ways to count others successful.
I feel as if I'm gaining little victories without actually accomplishing much.
Yet another couple I know is starting a family.
It really has been a lot lately.
Josh is 21 and Mallory is 24.
She is knocked up.
They moved to chandler.
Hes getting a minivan.
Im not making any of this up.
Some old friends in California are recently engaged.
and shes already talking babies.
I in no way want babies.
Or to get married.
but i do envy that invincible happy in love lets take a chance confidence.
Such a scary thing.
I promise to love you forever??
Damn. I don't even have a favorite color.
I cant decide.
Even if it isn't forever you still believe it.
Im going on two vacations and then quiting my job.
I have no money saved up.
I have no job I'm coming back to.
I have no plan.
I kinda wish I was 35 already.