i certainly havent been shopping for any new shoes

[sugaredglasses]

it seems as if lately my only response to everything is i dont know.
im not sure whats happening now.
he came over for his cheese and we ended up walking to the park.
then all of a sudden we were in ireland and a lady was trying to get him to buy me the buffy ring and i wanted to crawl into my skin.
but the giant golden panda made everything better.
had lunch at carly's which is our usual wednesday.
and when i got home from work he was there, candles lit, cheap bottle of wine, and a bit he wrote about orange juice and missing me.
it seems as if both our worlds ended but it only lasted a night.
and we walked to bikini and had a shot of jose.
and some beer.
and we dance to elton and bep.
im not sure whats going on.
im tired of thinking and rearanging words in my head.
rearanging situations.
reactions.
people.