ok weeeeeeeee!
So I totally forgot that livejournal even existed!
sooooooooo, I have just been stressing out lately.... My car broke down and I have to buy a new one, problem is... I dont have any money. I am actually in a lot of debt!
I need a new car, I need a raise, or a new job, I wish I could afford to live on my own (meaning my own apartment)...
Update on my life, since I havent written in here in forever... Im still living in simi valley, I am still renting a room from the same lady that I have been for the past three years, I am going nowhere in school, I dont know what I wasnt to do anymore in that aspect of my life, I am "dating" the same guy I have been with for the past (almost) two years. I dont know if I would even call it dating, we broke up in february and have been seeing eachother since then but never put the "boyfriend/girlfriend" title on it because I was afraid of getting hurt, but then when I was ready... he changed his mind or something, so I dont REALLY know what we are. I love him to death, his name is Jason, but he just has a lot of growing up to do and some changes to make in his life, healthy changes.
Im still working at Valley Veterinary Clinic, still not making enough money. I SCRAPE by to pay my rent and all the bills and buy food. I would leave and find a higher paying job, which would be easy to get, BUT I just cannot get myself to leave the girls I work with.... they are my saviors! Seriously, my best friends are all who I work with. Vianey and Sara are my closest, but I love them all so much!
School, I just dont know what to do. I wanted to do the marine mammal training... meh. I just need to figure out another plan. My parents want me to move back home to Wisconsin, but at this point in my life... I just cant. I would be saving SO much money and it would be so nice to be closer to my family, especially around the holiday times... but I cant!
Both of my brothers started college. Kyles going to UW-Green Bay and Joel is going to UW-Waukesha. I cant beleive how time has just FLOWN! I am going to be 23 next year! AH! I cant beleive it, SCARY!
Well until next time (which hopefully wont be too long)... This is my life!