It's always winter in my heart 1/8/11

Jan 08, 2011 14:58

 We are hipbones and skinny wrists and low self esteem. We are redblue bracelets and sisters and brothers and daughters and sons. We are destroying ourselves bone by bone and we do not see it. But we are part of something bigger and you cannot take that away from us.

The world does not deserve him. She does not deserve him. Because the world is her and she is the world and the world is uglyuglyugly and she cant take it. She does not deserve him but sometimes hes the only thing stopping her from running into oncoming traffic. So she stays.

Sometimes she hates herself for it.

I am drowning in your love and i am trying to stay underwater for as long as i can. I push you away as hard as i can because you are killing me with your tenderness and i cant survive like this. Please don't come back please stay please leave me please just come back home you are killing me and i am screaming. 

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