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alright, so life lately.
beach wednesdays are in full swing.
we have a trip planned to mackinac/alex's cabin/interlochen.
i'm coaching tball monday thru thursday mornings.
my laptop and new phone are amazing.
jesse is driving the honda now, and i have my uncles car, it's an '03 sable, it's white, i put cute seat covers on and a fuzzy pink steering wheel cover, it has air conditioning and keyless entry and remote starting and i love it <33
life couldn't be better.
i got my wisdom teeth out a couple of weeks ago and i still can't open my mouth all the way.
i keep staying up till 2 or 3 in the morning and waking up after only 5 or 6 hours of sleep.
i haven't cleaned my room in forever.
i haven't spent enough time on the island at elizabeth park since mid-june.
i miss the friends i never see.
i had to say some things to someone i love to death that i knew would disappoint her the same way a friend of mine disappointed me a few years ago.
it broke my heart.
life could be better.
jake and i are... involved? yes, the i-could-never-date-jake jake. we're not, like, boyfriend-girlfriend. just... into each other. he referred to himself as my "illegitimate boyfriend." it works, i guess. i thought a lot today, and that's never a good thing. he leaves for cmu on august 16, and i leave for eastern a week later. i don't really know what to think or feel right now. i guess i'll just have to let things play out and see what happens.
yeah.
just relax.
let things take care of themselves.
right.
like i could ever let that happen.
life is confusing.
beach wednesdays are in full swing.
we have a trip planned to mackinac/alex's cabin/interlochen.
i'm coaching tball monday thru thursday mornings.
my laptop and new phone are amazing.
jesse is driving the honda now, and i have my uncles car, it's an '03 sable, it's white, i put cute seat covers on and a fuzzy pink steering wheel cover, it has air conditioning and keyless entry and remote starting and i love it <33
life couldn't be better.
i got my wisdom teeth out a couple of weeks ago and i still can't open my mouth all the way.
i keep staying up till 2 or 3 in the morning and waking up after only 5 or 6 hours of sleep.
i haven't cleaned my room in forever.
i haven't spent enough time on the island at elizabeth park since mid-june.
i miss the friends i never see.
i had to say some things to someone i love to death that i knew would disappoint her the same way a friend of mine disappointed me a few years ago.
it broke my heart.
life could be better.
jake and i are... involved? yes, the i-could-never-date-jake jake. we're not, like, boyfriend-girlfriend. just... into each other. he referred to himself as my "illegitimate boyfriend." it works, i guess. i thought a lot today, and that's never a good thing. he leaves for cmu on august 16, and i leave for eastern a week later. i don't really know what to think or feel right now. i guess i'll just have to let things play out and see what happens.
yeah.
just relax.
let things take care of themselves.
right.
like i could ever let that happen.
life is confusing.