dont bother
there's so many things that have been going through my head and it's getting to me. i'm sorry but i dont like talking to anyone about my problems... like personal problems. i was getting really frustrated and like sad at the same time and then i started gauging my ears and the mental pain went away. hmph. i dont think i could ever do it again, dont worry.
its so hard to wake up everyday cause i feel like there's no reason. i had a whole lot of thoughts but i'm not putting them on a frickin' livejournal.
i feel like i'm becoming distant from everyone but a few people.
i really could not tell anyone anything i'm thinking. not even my best friends. it's really weird but i feel uncomfortable sharing my true thoughts and feelings. asd;fj;sajkdf;lkjsafddd
dont want you to be sympathetic or anything. its just a passing phase.. right? anyways its getting near winter.
ps- due to money shortage i wont be going to chuck e cheese tomorrow. my mom is seriously so broke which means so am i. i need a job. i really hate this. you just dont even understand. but thats another story that i will yet never tell. i'm sorry if this isnt making sense. but yeah, sorry ryan and everyone else. leanne i'll just go to your house and then if you will, you can drop me off before you leave.
HAPPY BDAY RYAN MERRCLE!!!
its so hard to wake up everyday cause i feel like there's no reason. i had a whole lot of thoughts but i'm not putting them on a frickin' livejournal.
i feel like i'm becoming distant from everyone but a few people.
i really could not tell anyone anything i'm thinking. not even my best friends. it's really weird but i feel uncomfortable sharing my true thoughts and feelings. asd;fj;sajkdf;lkjsafddd
dont want you to be sympathetic or anything. its just a passing phase.. right? anyways its getting near winter.
ps- due to money shortage i wont be going to chuck e cheese tomorrow. my mom is seriously so broke which means so am i. i need a job. i really hate this. you just dont even understand. but thats another story that i will yet never tell. i'm sorry if this isnt making sense. but yeah, sorry ryan and everyone else. leanne i'll just go to your house and then if you will, you can drop me off before you leave.
HAPPY BDAY RYAN MERRCLE!!!