lol awesome
mood swingers are something else.
new layout. i hate when my mother talks ill of my father.
and boy does karma suck.
I'll never be good enough for you.
sometimes i get this feeling like i'm a fish out of water. i start breathing really hard and tears form in my eyes and i start to choke.
maybe it's just because i'm too soft to handle the truth.
they say what doest kill you only makes you stronger. I thought my heart was hard as nails, I guess I was wrong. C'mon I need straight forward answers. I'm ready to hear that "no" so I can continue hating my life.
my middle name is "heartbreak"
Mutual relationships dont exsist in my book.
Today I picked up this book that said "Does God Exsist?" i wanna read a book that i can relate to. a book that can help me with the problems life throws me... maybe I'M the problem. i'm sick of beating myself up over everything. i just wanna be happy & share my interest and feelings with that one person. i'm sick of flings. that last about two weeks. i want something sturdy, i NEED something sturdy. i wanna hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart. Maybe I dont want/need love. I dont wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone. but at the same time I see all these couples oh so happy. Maybe I just need to be happy. I hate myself for so many things. I NEED motivation. I need an answer, I need something.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET ME AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT, YOU & A FRIEND(S) CAN GIVE ME THIRTY-FIVE DOLLARS BEFORE TUESDAY SO I CAN GET A BLOOD BROS HOODIE. I'd seriously have sex with you 4 times. asl;fk;slakfjd
fuck distance, i hate you. i'm tired and done with this update. it was pretty pointless cause tomorrow I wont feel the same.. or maybe I will. dont even bother reading it. hah. there's a lot more i wanna get out but now's not the time. i need to vent, i guess.
new layout. i hate when my mother talks ill of my father.
and boy does karma suck.
I'll never be good enough for you.
sometimes i get this feeling like i'm a fish out of water. i start breathing really hard and tears form in my eyes and i start to choke.
maybe it's just because i'm too soft to handle the truth.
they say what doest kill you only makes you stronger. I thought my heart was hard as nails, I guess I was wrong. C'mon I need straight forward answers. I'm ready to hear that "no" so I can continue hating my life.
my middle name is "heartbreak"
Mutual relationships dont exsist in my book.
Today I picked up this book that said "Does God Exsist?" i wanna read a book that i can relate to. a book that can help me with the problems life throws me... maybe I'M the problem. i'm sick of beating myself up over everything. i just wanna be happy & share my interest and feelings with that one person. i'm sick of flings. that last about two weeks. i want something sturdy, i NEED something sturdy. i wanna hang onto something that wont break away or fall apart like the pieces of my heart. Maybe I dont want/need love. I dont wanna be lonely, I just wanna be alone. but at the same time I see all these couples oh so happy. Maybe I just need to be happy. I hate myself for so many things. I NEED motivation. I need an answer, I need something.
IF ANYONE WANTS TO GET ME AN EARLY BIRTHDAY PRESENT, YOU & A FRIEND(S) CAN GIVE ME THIRTY-FIVE DOLLARS BEFORE TUESDAY SO I CAN GET A BLOOD BROS HOODIE. I'd seriously have sex with you 4 times. asl;fk;slakfjd
fuck distance, i hate you. i'm tired and done with this update. it was pretty pointless cause tomorrow I wont feel the same.. or maybe I will. dont even bother reading it. hah. there's a lot more i wanna get out but now's not the time. i need to vent, i guess.