Comments | sugarcoatedcult: the fork in the road.

sugarcoatedcult

the fork in the road.

Sep 10, 2005 23:34

there is no need to cry
just speak your mind
and guide me down the right
path.
and i know sorry doesn't cut it
but don't cut me out of your life
i want to go with you down a pretty
path.

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___peacebitches September 13 2005, 01:35:18 UTC

to clarify that last comment, will he still keep on liking you even if you say nothing can happen between you two?

sugarcoatedcult September 13 2005, 03:25:36 UTC

i don't think that is my question to answer, but this is really out of hand, and it should not be like this at all. its like everything was fine until the bomb exploded and now everything is out of proportion.

___peacebitches September 13 2005, 13:59:38 UTC

i feel like it is now officialy out of my hands and you will have to use your better judgement to decide how the outcome turns out.
i don't want to loose a great friend, and i hope you feel the same way.

sugarcoatedcult September 13 2005, 14:06:21 UTC

i just don't think it needs to be one or the other, and i don't think you should see it as me being selfish or me winning, because this is not a competition. why does everyone have to lose? i mean we are either going to all be sad, or someone is going to be happy. if i didn't do anything with kyle, would that really make you happy, he still won't be wtih you and it will just be this game of cat chase mouse. if that makes any sense.

___peacebitches September 13 2005, 16:50:22 UTC

i don't think i could stop anything at this point anyway.
why do you have to sound so self centered about all of this?
i know you say you care about my feelings, but in reality, you're going to be with him anyway.
fuck this whole situation.

sugarcoatedcult September 13 2005, 21:55:48 UTC

i don't mean to sound self centered, and i don't think i am being self centered. if i didn't care about your feelings then we wouldn't be having this conversation. not to sound mean but you are being a little dramatic, this whole kyle obsession has dragged on for long enough. getting over him would be the ideal solution for everyone because even if kyle and i don't get together then he will be with someone else, so the jealousy factor will still be present. i just don't understand why you can't you just be happy for me, and be happy for him.

sugarcoatedcult September 13 2005, 21:59:07 UTC

i don't know i've talked to kyle about it, and he really wants to be your friend, but he thinks it is getting so dramatic. and its not because its you, he would feel this way if it was anyone else. he "wants to be your friend, but can't while you are so busy feeling sorry for yourself."

___peacebitches September 14 2005, 02:44:44 UTC

how fucked is that?
feeling sorry for myself, yeah guys, that's exactly what i do everyday is curl up into a ball and think about how horrible it is to be me.
i'm pretty sure i have a right to be feeling the way i'm feeling.
you act as if you're not my friend, and i never liked him.

___peacebitches September 14 2005, 02:40:41 UTC

maybe the part that im having the toughest time with is the fact that it's you that he's interested in.
i seriously can't even believe that you could even suggest me being happy for the two of you.
that... i don't think i will ever understand.
i'm not jealous i just can't take looking over at lunch seeing you two being "best buddies".
jesus let this shit end.

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