oh boy
this summer is becoming very confusing. what should i do? should i forget everything and take the risk, or should i try to hold on and wait? maybe i should stop thinking and jut go with the flow. yeah that sounds like a good idea, go with the flow. emily is gone and man do i need her, i haven't hung out with steph or lorena, and i miss them....summer suddenly seems worse than the school year. it is loaded with all thee decisions that i can't make...grrrrrr.