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This has been me the past couple weeks "OMGCANADACANADACANADADEVANCANADANEEDMONEYOMGI'MGOINGTOCANADA."
I swear, it's pretty much the only thing I can talk about, which is probably alright since I've just been talking about Douche lately. By lately, I mean the past few years. But I can't wait to meet him. I don't think I've been this excited by a person in years--by the prospect of travel to a foreign land. Actually going and not just talking about it. Actually putting action to words. Imagine that. What a concept. I think things are looking up. It's been harder lately. I've started crying all the time again and I can't seem to stop missing him, but I've got this to look forward to and I honestly think this is the only thing getting me through all the stress. It's nice to feel hopeful again, instead of just helpless.
I swear, it's pretty much the only thing I can talk about, which is probably alright since I've just been talking about Douche lately. By lately, I mean the past few years. But I can't wait to meet him. I don't think I've been this excited by a person in years--by the prospect of travel to a foreign land. Actually going and not just talking about it. Actually putting action to words. Imagine that. What a concept. I think things are looking up. It's been harder lately. I've started crying all the time again and I can't seem to stop missing him, but I've got this to look forward to and I honestly think this is the only thing getting me through all the stress. It's nice to feel hopeful again, instead of just helpless.