Jun 05, 2006 17:36
I honestly do feel everything happens for a reason. I feel that I didn't leave for New York this summer because of him... It's sounds ridiculous, but at my all time low this last semester my boyfriend (best friend of three years) stepped back into my life and brought renewed spirit. I don't know now how I could have missed out on being held by him again and the fact of knowing I might not be the girl he is necessarily waking up to, or last person he talks to before he falls asleep. I don't know if I were brought to the decision now, since I was supposed to be in my interior design class as of today in New York, that I would be able to give him up... Thank God hard times do have to happen to bring the positive into light.