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i feel really empty at the moment. like my existance is meaningless. this is no one's fault but my own. it's an inner thing. like seasonal or chemical or something. maybe i feel alone because i am sitting here alone. or maybe because since brian's at work, i miss him. i've only seen him for 2 hours today, and i'm not used to that. or maybe because he's getting another job, and i won't see him much except when i pick him up and drop him off and go to bed. i know we need this, badly. we aren't making nearly enough money to be able to move out as soon as we need to. but i miss him when he's gone. i need to find a way to keep busy especially when i'm not working, since it seems like i have way too much down time. i've always been a busy bee, but this time of rest needs to come to an end. i need to be up and moving again.
i have yet another idea of what i want to do with my life. i can't tell you or i'd have to kill you. you'd never guess it, and you'd never believe it.
i need another job. if you know of any places hiring please let me know. i'm desperate.
i have yet another idea of what i want to do with my life. i can't tell you or i'd have to kill you. you'd never guess it, and you'd never believe it.
i need another job. if you know of any places hiring please let me know. i'm desperate.