Jun 28, 2011 21:43
Fuck me. I really cannot stand people telling me that I've gained weight already. Seriously it's lowering my self esteem in silence day by day. Even though I am not fat, but I am probably one step away from it... and dozens away from being skinny again. I want to be skinny. I hate myself.
I'm going to give myself 2 months to shed some pounds. I know I can do this, through determination and perseverance. If it takes me to get an ink 'determination' on my forearm, I am going to do it. To constantly remind myself on the things I want; how I could be able to achieve them through this one word. Actually it's already what I want to ink la. Maybe not on my fore arm though. But yea somewhere on my arm. I want it in white ink so people would not see. Anyway, you get my point yea. Okay thanks bye.