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i've spent so much time at my parents house the past few days since casey and my dad are working on fixing some stuff with my dad's speakers and whatnot. it's been good to catch up with my mom and learn more about her. I've learned more about my mom in the past few months then my whole life. (since my brothers have been on the east coast).
my cat is stressed out. because we haven't been home before 11:00PM this whole week. poor thing- thinks that we might never come back. luckily we will be coming home early tonight so that wont be a problem. she has been showing her stress by running around like a crazed alien spraying turds all over the carpet....seriously derranged. but luckily it didnt happen last night.
i've been having a hard time sleeping lately (maybe its because we have come home late and i have no chance to unwind?) the second i get into bed all of these thoughts of work pop into my head. all of these things that i should do....should think about....should get done...didn't get done...all of these phone calls i have to make. When I was just answering the phones i didnt carry my work home with me. i left it here...now i am plagued with all this stuff and it's all my fault. maybe i work too hard? but i can't and never have been able to be a slacker. it's just not in me.
let go. just let go. it's easier said then done.
my coworker told me to keep a notepad next to my bed and write down the things about work that i am thinking about....so that i can get them down instead of harping over them. writing in the dark is so hard.