a day of mingled storm and sunshine
Tomorrow is Winnie's birthday and during our chat earlier I jokingly asked him if he was going to treat me to lunch. He said not tomorrow, because he had to study for his block test, and asked me to suggest another day when we could go out. *gulp* I kept on telling him never mind but he kept on persisting and wanted me to suggest a day. In the end I told him I'd see first because I'm sure when school reopens on Wednesday my schedule's going to be jam-packed with make up lectures.
I would like to go out with him but at the same time I don't want to. Just the two of us...the idea kinda scares me. I hope he doesn't bring it up again, like he never brought up the Valentine's Day outing that he still owes me. Yeah sure I do want to go out with him but alot of times when I am initially all excited at the prospect of going out with a guy I start to dread it as the day approaches.
I would like to go out with him but at the same time I don't want to. Just the two of us...the idea kinda scares me. I hope he doesn't bring it up again, like he never brought up the Valentine's Day outing that he still owes me. Yeah sure I do want to go out with him but alot of times when I am initially all excited at the prospect of going out with a guy I start to dread it as the day approaches.