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so today i went to panera with kath and when i walked in i saw someone that i wasn't expecting to see and he definetly saw me because we made eye contact and he smiled and instead of being mature and going over to say hi which he deserved because he's been nothing but nice to me i ran away and ducked behind the coffee pots praying that he didn't see me even though i knew he did and laughing hystericly because i didn't know what else to do and now i feel like a huge bitch..why do i still act like i'm 12?