I am the CAP'N of NAPPIN'
It's weird, sometimes, to think back on where you were and who you were a few years ago. That you accept a certain kind of bliss and then one day, it isn't right anymore
Things:
--I'm going to the Never Say Never festival in Mission, TX!
--It'll be my first year going to SXSW!
--No boys on the horizon. Or valley or alley or corner of my eye. Detox, just to re-tox?
--Might get cut off from therapy because insurance only covers "crisis rehabilitation" not "ongoing support". I feel like it'll be OK, until I'm in another relationship. I get all sorts of weird allergies and ailments when I dive into one of those, and I never notice until I'm on the outside again. As far as what I went in for in the first place--body image issues/eating disorder--I'm feeling pretty stabilized. Man, it's only taken 19 years.
--I'm excited for so much new music this year
--Jen is leaving Buzznet, and that has me a little freaked out because I learn so much from her BUT I got the most amazing pep talk.
--I danced a little bit at prom.
--I dropped off working out and started again yesterday. I bought a kettlebell and downloaded a new workout so that I can be thrown some surprises. Already sore. Want my Gaga abs back.
--Got the most amazing Rodarte ribcage dress at Wasteland. $35!
Things:
--I'm going to the Never Say Never festival in Mission, TX!
--It'll be my first year going to SXSW!
--No boys on the horizon. Or valley or alley or corner of my eye. Detox, just to re-tox?
--Might get cut off from therapy because insurance only covers "crisis rehabilitation" not "ongoing support". I feel like it'll be OK, until I'm in another relationship. I get all sorts of weird allergies and ailments when I dive into one of those, and I never notice until I'm on the outside again. As far as what I went in for in the first place--body image issues/eating disorder--I'm feeling pretty stabilized. Man, it's only taken 19 years.
--I'm excited for so much new music this year
--Jen is leaving Buzznet, and that has me a little freaked out because I learn so much from her BUT I got the most amazing pep talk.
--I danced a little bit at prom.
--I dropped off working out and started again yesterday. I bought a kettlebell and downloaded a new workout so that I can be thrown some surprises. Already sore. Want my Gaga abs back.
--Got the most amazing Rodarte ribcage dress at Wasteland. $35!