*Sigh*
Hello all. Well... this has been a weird week. I suppose I should explain myself. I have not been going through the best time lately. I am just having a really hard time with my husband being gone and having all the other stress in my life on top of that. I know it isn;t fair to take it out on other people and that is why at first I was trying to keep it to myself... we all know of course what that leads to... BREAK DOWN! Anyway, I have been having like massive panic attacks and anytime I am in a group of people, if anyone does or says anything negative, I start hyperventalating and get a massive headache and chest pains... it BITES. The littlest things have been making me angry... I am so sorry to anyone that I have taken my psychosis *haha* out on. I apologize and make no excuses. This week I just tried to stay away from large groups *except school of course which is not an option unfortunately*. Sorry I haven't been at rehearsal... i needed a break. And now I am feeling incredibly lonely and crummy... and i think I just bombed a test... it's my weekend *no school on Fridays* and I have no one to hang out with. I just want my husband to come home... I miss him so much. He is the only person in the world who loves me for who I am and really understands me (well, besides my dad)... I miss him so much. Well I guess I am going to go home and sleep. See you