Feb 09, 2005 09:56
Supposedly death comes in threes. Well, i guess my three have occured. The first being Steve, next being Maryanne, and the third being my chem teachers brother and sister in law. I wasn't really close to any of these people, but the fact that they have all happened within one week of one another is really hard to deal with. i wish i could have gone to marryanne's service, but unfortunately I'm stuck here at school. So now, I am feeling kind of depressed and I know I can't dwell on what is happening, but it makes me really sad.
On a side note, my dad's surgery is today. Im so scared and all i want to do is be there for him, with him. It feels like i want to cry every 2 mins, but i keep holding it back. I'm sure he will be okay,but there is always that chance.
Two positive things, (1) i got nominated for three positions as an officer for Dance Ensamble. Public Relations, Choreographer and Secretary. I chose to run for Public Relations. This made me happy. (2) I'm sending a valentine to kevin. How cheesy am I??? Yea... VERY CHEESY! lol. It's friendly stuff, nothing that would put him in an awkward position. at least i hope it won't put him in an awkward position.
Well, i have a test tomorrow that I havent even studied for yet and at least part of a paper to write by 11:30, it is now 10:10.
Pray for my dad please!