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I like new quarters that I have easy classes in. :)
I got lots of ambition to do good this quarter.
I figured out that it's not my parents that I'm worried about being disappointed.
it's me.
because my parents told me that I was doing better and I was mad at myself.
I really am fucked up.
I don't think you know.
me and mom have a plan for me this year.
I'm going to figure out whats wrong.
so, I want to be done with this...
I need to have a long talk with you.
I think I know what your going to say.
and
I think I know what your feeling.
and
I think I know what's going to happen.
and I for sure know that I'm setting myself up for all of this.
it's my own damn fault.
what the hell happened when summer ended.
I got lots of ambition to do good this quarter.
I figured out that it's not my parents that I'm worried about being disappointed.
it's me.
because my parents told me that I was doing better and I was mad at myself.
I really am fucked up.
I don't think you know.
me and mom have a plan for me this year.
I'm going to figure out whats wrong.
so, I want to be done with this...
I need to have a long talk with you.
I think I know what your going to say.
and
I think I know what your feeling.
and
I think I know what's going to happen.
and I for sure know that I'm setting myself up for all of this.
it's my own damn fault.
what the hell happened when summer ended.