Oct 26, 2005 19:28
today was a pretty wonderful day.
I decided to stop hating someone, and be their friend.
I'm an extremely jealous person I'm realzing more and more.
I'm sorry.
I visited my friend.
it made me feel so good that you were up and laughing. and cry while you laughed, which made it all the more better.
I love you dear. honestly.
I also love the fact that you sleep with my camel. If it can help my mom, you can get through anything.
except she said today " if someone brought me a case of vodka I'd be thier best friend."
okay just so we're clear your NOT an alcholic anymore? correct?
uh yeah. anyways.
I have an amazing insentive to do very well in school from now on.
yeah, I'm lame because I need to get something to do good in school.
but, i think I just need something to get me going.
because all I want to do is sit here.
no matter how much I say I hate it. It's all I ever want to do.
I
am
lame.
:D GAHH.