Feb 23, 2006 17:48
Hey ya'll!.. sheesh I reckon it's about time for an update. .. I'm just sitter here waitin for E to get out of the shower then we're off to run errands.. and then poker night w/ everyone!!!.. I am so excited.. I miss them :(.. we all haven't hung out in like two weeks!.. anyways so life just keeps on keepin on.. and I barely find time to sleep lol!.. homework is startin to pick back up from Christmas break.. and boy is the work startin to pile up!.. and me being the most wonderful procrastinator that I am.. am staring at some soon to come deadlines that I am just not ready to meet! :0.. I know I should work on that.. but then I just wouldn't be me!
You guys ever get to the point where life is goin really really great?.. you know everything seems to be in order.. and things are u know startin to really look good.. and it goes that way for a while.. but then you just sorta plummit.. and you just feel like your life just couldn't get any crappier?.. you know everything just seems to go wrong?.. maybe it's just me.. . I just don't understand how in a couple of days things can change so much!.. I don't know I just noticed a pattern lol!.. but the last couple of weeks have been the bad plummit side.. but it's ok b/c thing are slowly starting to spiral back to the top.. next week is gonna be tough but if I can just make it through .. then everything will be just great!...
I finally got my car back from the shop.. for those of you who don't know my car witnessed two accidents in less than a week :(.. I tail ended Cameron.. then this girl backed right into my car.. no one was even remotely hurt in either situation but there was 2000 dollars worth of damage.. and three weeks in the shop to fix my vehicle!!.. eehh it really sucked.. I drove my mom's minnie van and man am I bad at that lol!.. any of you who have seen me know lol!
I just got back from disney world.. I went w/ Carrie and her family this past weekend.. OMG it was so much fun.. I mean it was unusual.. but so much fun.. I just love Carrie and her family!.. there some pretty cool kids!
I got my prom dress!.. and I really cannot wait till prom I'm so excited!.. it is gonna be off the hook!.. and I love my dress like a lot!.. it's like lime green but in a pretty way.. and its retro looking.. and I am gonna get my hair done w/ one of those obnoxious poofs in the front!.. it's gonna be great!
I really miss some ppl.. I hate forgetfullness.. and fallouts.. they really suck.. and I hate how sad it is that I just really don't even wanna bother anymore :(
You know what I realized.. I really expect ppl to let me down.. I mean like deep inside i know they will.. but then when they actually do and it happens.. I act suprised.. and hurt.. I don't understand sometimes why.. i'm so afraid.. I'm so tired of being crapped on.. I guess I'm just not willing to do it anymore!..
Ok well this was all very random.. but I don't really feel like making much sense so there yah go!.. but now I'm just rambling.. so it's off to the shower I go!.. talk to you kids later!