Revenge

[sugar_pai_n]

Title: Revenge
Chapters: 5/19
Author: sugar_pai_n
Fandom: The GazettE, Nightmare, Dir en Grey, Shulla and one cat.
Pairings: ReitaxRuki
Genre: AU
Ratings: from PG-13 till NC-17 [according to the chapter]
Synopsis: story about 4 men, how their lives were crossed and revenge was crossed between them.
Disclaimer: Don't own, not mine and so on.

Content:
[Prologue]
[001]
[002]
[003]
[004]


[005]

Walking out from the supermarket Ruki was blinded by brightly shining sun. His new acquaintance was behind him with the same big packages he had himself. Releasing somehow one hand he put sunglasses on turning back an facing other man.
When he first met him 15 minutes ago something magnetic he saw in him from the first sight. Something that he missed these days and couldn’t wait to receive.
Aoi looked at his watch and suggested a really seductive proposition.

- It’s about lunch time. Don’t want to eat something?

Ruki looked through his glasses and smirked.

- It would be a real pleasure to let you hit on me... but.
- But?
- Someone is waiting for me in my car. Someone, who I promised to have a lunch together.

A little sign of disappointment crawled on Aoi’s face and then disappeared.

- I thought you were... single.
- Single? Why?
- Well... you look like single.

This phrase almost made Ruki to stop, while they were coming closer to his car. He was looking like single? But... he had Reita. He wasn’t single at all according to that. Well, maybe they had their own discrepancy between them, but still they were together... Even secretly.
Some notes in Aoi’s voice he put in these simple words made him believe in what he believed himself but tried to deny. It wasn’t enough what he had. It wasn’t enough and he wanted more. And he didn’t care that maybe he received maximum other could give.

And opening the back door of his car he couldn’t say to this tall beautiful man that he wasn’t alone in particular.

- You said someone is waiting for you in your car...

Ruki moved back showing that he wasn’t lying. When he saw black haired man face he thought about giving him a present - something to bandage his jaw back or it could really fell off.

- It’s... it’s a cat
- It’s a fat red cat.
- I see.
- Great, I thought you blinded from surprise - he turned to impatient animal and scratched her head - Kisa, meet this is Aoi. Aoi, this is Kisa.

Kisa bumped her head in Ruki’s palm. She wanted her little walk in the park after all.

- Yes honey, we’re going to the park. Sorry Aoi, I promised her a little walk together tet-a-tet and..- he couldn’t finish what he was trying to say when little card with phone number landed on his shoulder with Aoi’s hand.

- Call me...

And black haired man walked away to his car. And Ruki noticed not the cheapest one.

Everything was so simple and maybe better then just hitting on someone. Aoi completely left right to choose in his arms, written with black letters on white card. Little white flag that he could whatever he wanted, throw it away, leave it and maybe call him, call him anytime he wanted, because Aoi didn’t insist on something appointed. He just left Ruki behind like he never cared if other would call him or not.

All thoughts thrown away and forgotten in the back of his mind. He was going to give little fluffy creature on the back seat what he promised.

Parking his car not far away from the park they were going to stalk together he unfastened Kisa’s lead and placed her quit fat body on usual place - his shoulder, and locked all doors before walking towards the park alleys.

When his pumps started to spoil newly born juicy green grass instead of grey asphalt he put Kisa down letting her feel soft ground, sitting on the back seat for few hours wasn’t making animals mood.

Paws carefully made each move farther when they moved to the main alleys, small nose sniffing green stems of the grass and catching them with her mouth.

Park was filled with silence, calm and whisper of leaves above them caused by a light wind.
They were only one together walking on the grass while infrequent passer-by walked on the alley and it seemed like they were in another world - aliens hiding between trees. Mostly it was only for Ruki, because Kisa stopped not caring about high flying thoughts, looked around before pee. After making her work she hurried farther pretending not to be at fault here and dragging Ruki behind her. Passing trees by, they made pretty big circle around the park.

- Hey fatty, don’t want to make a stop there? - Ruki pointed on brunch of an old tree lying across little clearing. It looked surrealistic - big brunch parted from trunk and was just lying on the ground and it was growing normally, but still seemed like as some kind of a monster not as a usual tree.

Finding comfortable place to sit he placed his ass and cat near him. Contents of not big package he didn’t forget to bring with himself were recognized as sandwiches he made for light lunch and bottle of juice, plus some stuff for Kisa. Enjoying his lunch he looked down at eating creature, paper pack he offered to replace usual plate was the best for not spoiling nature surrounding them.

He looked at his watch - it was still early. And not for the first time since past 5 minutes he thought about turning back to Reita’s apartment, sitting there, doing nothing maybe thinking about new project of their recording company they suggested to some unknown group but it was useless without group and his producer’s studio, sitting and waiting for his lover to come back. It was nothing for Ruki to get little vacation before work with a new group, but it pissed him off insanely that Reita couldn’t get a day off to.
So that meant hours of boredom.
He finished his sandwiches and juice, Kisa was lying on the grass for a while absolutely satisfied.

He picked paper pack up and put it with empty bottle in parcel he left especially for this case. Leaving garbage was not from his list after all. Holding it in one arm he dragged accidentally the lead with his other hand making furred ball open her eyes. "Sorry monster, you can sleep a little more". And she closed her eyes again. Something in her when she was like this drowning in her sleep made everyone around feel tired and wanting to sleep too, feel the way she lived now, without problems, receiving love from everyone. But he couldn’t imagine what happened before "she found Reita" according to what Reita said himself and now she was completely different from time he at first saw little creature. That time he thought that maybe she suffered a lot and gained through suffering before receiving her happiness at Reita’s house. And Reita could call her "monster", "buddy", "fellow", "pal" and so on as much as he wanted, but Ruki once saw Reita holding Kisa in his lap and kissing her forehead with such love in his eyes for this furred ball. Reita didn’t notice that Ruki was looking at him through barely opened eyelids. Sun was only raising, yellow colored the sky mixing with its bright blue and lighted bed through the window and thin curtains. This memory was so bright like Reita and his cat at that moment were almost glowing from inside in rays of a new day.

Waking up from daydreaming he looked at his watch again. He passed out from this world for 15 minutes. Not long though, but enough for cat lying on the ground and his tired ass sitting on a hard surface.

When they turned back it seemed much cooler then outside, pleasuring cold. Kisa was freed from her lead. Taking off his shoe Ruki made his way to the guestroom and plopped on the couch before Kisa took her usual place on it. Legs rested on the couch's back leaving free place for cat that she could jump on.

Edge of white card showed from his jeans pocket and Ruki took it out looking at simple numbers. He almost forgot about it. Simple phone number - that actually could free him from boredom. Plain idea appeared in his mind and he took out his cell phone dialing number.

- Hello?
- Hey, it’s Ruki.
- What’s up? Miss me?
- Don’t overreact. I refused from lunch, but I want dinner.
- Early dinner?
- Some kind of...
- No problem. Where?

His keys locked the door of his car and he looked down thinking how he looked like in his black pants all in small rivets and sleeveless long shirt covering his ass with two belts. Strike back - he wore everything black. But he wasn’t trying to look outstanding, just simply while he was going to kill free time with knowing something new about person he had met this morning... before turning back home to Reita. Turning to a voice mail only he buried his cell phone farther in his pocket and entered small bar he knew not for a long but liked very much. It was quiet and nice here according to early hour, dimly lights - the bar was ripped from the other world, windows shut completely with dark red thick curtains. So you couldn’t understand what time is it while sitting inside.

Aoi was already waiting at a table for two. Ruki almost passed him by not recognizing person he met in the morning. He looked absolutely different from before. Hair turned into mess from behind, while fringe stayed straight and covered half of his face. He even had black eye shadows - this part reminded him of Uruha. Black shirt with turned up sleeves, unbuttoned revealing part of his bare chest, only proved Ruki’s guessing about Aoi’s obsession for the black color. Fingers lazily sliding and caressing his cup with coffee - very sensitive moves indeed. He smiled greeting. Ruki plopped on his opposite to Aoi place and next moment waitress appeared to take the order. Beer for start - not bad choice. Dinner? He will have it later when chef of this bar will make a really good beefsteak. "You didn’t look like gay in the morning".. not "hello", not even "hey you", just audible version of what he was thinking about. And Aoi on his side just took a sip of his coffee rolling eyes to one side.

- You know what interesting thing about us exists?
- What?
- That we can indicate gay person from the first sight. Or almost from the first sight.
- You’re talking like really experienced guy - Ruki let out part of his sarcasm but he knew that it was truth about what Aoi was talking about. You could be anywhere but you start to sense the same people as you during years. Fucking men's asses has its own effect.

Waitress came back with his beer and Ruki made first gulp of a golden liquid.

- Yes, big experience, know too much and can do almost everything - Aoi created a silly smile on his face.
- Really? - Ruki smiled in answer liking this side of opened talking more and more - And you can do everything? Even for me?
- Anything for you... - a slight smirk kept exist on his full lips while he took out a cigarette from the pack, lit it and took a deep drag.

The smile he had, froze. Ruki didn’t miss double meaning of their conversation and he was hit by the fact that in this phrase Aoi wasn’t talking about what he could do in bed, he was talking about Ruki only. He wasn’t deaf right? They met only this morning and now Aoi talked about "anything" and not only talked about it - he was serious. Something in his eye expression, in is tone even in his smirk made him believe that it was serious. And he couldn’t believe in something different from this point.

- I only want to spend some time with you and that’s all - the answer Aoi received after few moments.

Well, he waited for some joke but he was wrong and Ruki understood that he was serious about him. Looking in other man eyes Aoi took another sip of his coffee smoking his cigarette. He saw brown orbs and undeniable sign of what he felt himself very often. Wish to reach something he didn’t have at this moment. And shadows of sadness twinkled in that brown. Maybe he wasn’t right but he will try to find out and then maybe help to get rid off it. If he will be able to do it.

And here conversation began. Conversation about nothing and everything. Childhood, youth, nowadays and work. Aoi’s twirling in commercial business and Ruki being producer. Funny stories and situations, sad broke ups and unforgettable experience both had in their life. It wasn’t hard to forget about time, while eating, then drinking and talking, talking, talking. It was not so hard to understand each other because they were alike from many sides. Crowd was gathering in the bar but they didn’t hear them only concentrated on each other. One - concentrated about knowing new about another, other man - drowned in conversation and forgot what it meant - time.

And only sight of numbers on Aoi’s watch made him remember that it was late, horribly late and Reita was at home already. He grabbed Aoi’s hand to make sure he wasn’t mistaking. They talked more then 6 hours - new record though...

- Holy fuck, Look I need to go right now... Thanks for a nice evening I’ll call you later.
- See ya then, Cinderella.

Ruki giggled and disappeared in a midnight.

When he found himself outside he took out his cell phone and checked messages. As he predicted - one from Reita, which made him groan in frustration. "Hey Ru, it’s me. I’m earlier today and cooked something, eh, well I hope everything is ok".
As usual everything turned not like he expected to be and... when Reita exactly turned back? And the most interesting - what he cooked? He drove home as fast as he could only to find lights switched off and only TV working. Curious about that "something" he wondered to the kitchen finding plates with jelly covered in cream. He never knew that Reita could do something like this. And then he finally ripped himself from looking in amusement and tasted sweet treatment, his eyes grew wider because he never tasted something better then this. It’s not because he was hungry or something. No, he was filled with food, but this desert was the best in this world.
Switching off lights in the kitchen and walking in guestroom, feeling true heaven blooming in his tummy, he watched man sleeping on the couch. Light from TV screen danced on his face, hair messed up, arm holding sleeping animal by his side. But now Reita didn’t wake up from his presence, maybe too tired. It will be too unfair to wake him up after he worked so hard to make surprise, that’s why Ruki turned back from the bedroom with cover and put it on sleeping man. A little regret about not making his turning back home in time flashed his heart, but it was nice evening worth of existence. So Reita will forgive him, won’t he?

[End of 005]

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