Revenge
Title: Revenge
Chapters: 15/19
Author: sugar_pai_n
Fandom: The GazettE, Nightmare, Dir en Grey, Miyavi, Shulla and one cat.
Pairings: ReitaxUruha, Kai?Miyavi, Aoix?
Genre: AU
Ratings: from PG-13 till NC-17 [according to the chapter]
Synopsis: story about 4 men, how their lives were crossed and revenge was crossed between them.
Disclaimer: Don't own, not mine and so on.
Content:
[Prologue]
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[Sweet everything] Side Story #1
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Out from nowhere you will appear
Out from nowhere you will surprise
Out from nowhere...
Out from nowhere.
It was his own mirage. He thought he was just imagining things while his eyes were concentrated on a tall man with always shiny dark brown eyes and pierced lip, clothed in some jeans-cotton fashionable nonsense, who was walking towards him.
Kai was surprised himself noticing such details: from hair mess to fingertips caresses with back's of chairs while Miyavi was getting closer.
How calm he was. Or he was like this always and between running aways from Miyavi he just didn't notice? Anyway he was caught off-guard, feeling some outline "extreme" in this situation, sensing something different. The habit of "Friday" became somewhat a ritual thing and Kai was really surprised to see other man the day earlier.
I don’t tell to fall in love with him but try to treat him at least right. Words from not long time ago. From Ruki at that night in the "Discharge".
How he actually treated him? Did he treat him this bad? How Miyavi handled all this? What was in him so special that made Miyavi go through?
A touch to his arm woke him up from his thoughts and he looked back in these dark brown eyes. And without protests he was leaded to a closest free table and was set down with soft pressure of one hand. Motion ever was so slow, like it had a movie special effects throughout it, until something flicked and everything became normal again.
- So, how are you doing on this week?..
"No 'pudding'?" Kai thought "No 'cook me something'?"
- ..You feel not well right? Something happened?
What made him think like that? - another inner thought in Kai's mind, when his gaze fell on the table's surface. - Did the news he just heard effected him so much that he looked somehow different?
- Actually... yes. Happened something.
- You can tell me - Miyavi relyed on his right arm, sliding up and down the surface of his cheek with index finger, not that he wasn't interested, but completely opposite.
- Ugh.. wait..wait - confused with such progressing and somehow protecting himself with his hands helding them up, Kai helplessly turned away and looked back again, finding himself with a question - Why are you here?
- Got fired - calm like never.
- Oh...
- So, what actually happened? - he really tried not to give out that this question seemed on replayed tape.
- I'm so sorry about your work..
- Don't bother yourself.. it's nothing important. You didn't even know where I was working.. So tell me what happened.
They were crashing words and hit him in a very painful way. He couldn't help himself but feel only guilt, he really was a total egoist, not thinking when in his real usual self he never was like this, he never was like this.
- Please?
How could he answer "No" now? No way he couldn't.
- In short words.. I have three best friends from all times. And two of them, maybe month ago maybe more, started dating... not long time ago something happened and made them.. to broke up. They were keeping their relationship in secret from us.
- Why?
- Don't know.. Maybe.. I can only guess that they didn't want to tell us - only not to make us upset. After all we all had relationships with.. unhappy endings - last two words he could only let in a whisper, again turning away.
- Please, go on.
- And after that one of them started dating with third friend. Not hiding it at all. And really... for me it seemed only like using. Ughhhhh I can't even imagine what actually happened between them. - covering his face with his hands he continued giving away his worries but more talking to himself. - And what Ruki did to make Rei so angry. Or Rei just too jealous. Deep inside he always was trully jealous to people and things he loved the most. And not long time ago, like only ten minutes ago Uru called me... damn it I was sure from the very beginning that he was even far away from guessing what happened between those two... I couldn't guess myself until I accidentally saw with my own eyes them both kissing in Rei's car! And Uru... with his call he proved me wrong either he knew or guessed, it doesn't matter. Only thing that bothers me... what can happen between him and Rei.
Sliding down and bumping his forehead with wooden surface of the table he spreaded half of his body feeling somewhat easier.
Once again a touch to his hand with fingers protectively wrapping around.
- You know what I think?
Nod from mess of black hair still spreaded on the table's surface.
- You have really good friends. Actually great friends.
Ripping himself from lying Kai stared at such conclusion.
- They sacrificed their happiness to show everyone their relationship because of you two... It's a big friendships gift.. and made stupid things if they broke up... What? Don't look at me like that. I really think it is love. It would be great if they turned to times how they used to be together. And your third friend Uru, I hope he will understand this situation too... After all we all make mistakes.
Simple phrase and simple long glare at the man in front of him. Kai thought that maybe Miyavi can read minds, that he understood everything so well, but next words almost broke him.
- Actually I came here to say "Good bye"..
- What?! Good bye?!
Few people turned around at a loud exclamation.
- Please, don't scream.
- How can I not scream?! - Kai got closer talking in a harsh whisper - What do you mean by "Good bye"?
- People use "Good bye" when they are going away somewhere, you didn't know about it?
- It's not time for joking!
- Calm down, I'm just going to another town.
"Just" - especially cut his mind this word. Maybe for Miyavi it was "just" but not for Kai.
He blinked once, twice and still couldn't understand that Miyavi was going to another town, maybe forever, and he was just going.. away.. disappearing.. disappearing? How this can possibly be?
- Where? When? How?
- At first to my parents house.. not for a long and from there to a new place. When? - Miyavi digged free hand into the pocket of his jeans and took out some paper - a ticket, and looked at it tilting his head to one side - in two days.
- Two days?
- Yep. If you're so interested...
Taking out a little notebook Miyavi mysteryously revealed a pen and wrote place, station and time. Page from his notebook he placed in front of Kai.
- ..This is just in case. - He looked around and back again chewing on his lip - You know, I need to go. Some things still need to be packed.
And this always lively nonsense represented in Miyavi got up and was walking away. Just walking away. His back disappearing behind restaurant's door, moving away when Kai was left sitting and numbly staring at that door with little white page between his hands.
"It was some kind of a joke?" - leaning back and letting out a long sigh Kai looked at black words, black information on innocently white page of a notebook. A black information Miyavi left behind himself, brining real mess to his mind. He hoped it to be just a joke, but something just screamed about opposite.
And what all this supposed to mean? Why ever asked about Kai's condition and worries?
Last care...
To his mind birds of memories were returning. Memories how Miyavi always asked and cared about him, curious about his health and mood, about even new recepts and many other different things.
Why everything so suddenly was so confusing to him? Why? His friends and now Miyavi. Is this some kind of fate's silly game?
Growling he threw his head back and saw Yuki standing near him.
- What happened?
- Kai-san, we need you at the kitchen.
- Ok, go head, I'll be right behind.
Waiting few moments, collecting some strength that left he stood up and followed after his worker. Opening the door his eyes caught sight of calendar on the wall and all Fridays it contained. From one sight of it he felt shitty.
One of his workers came with plate and offered it to him. With usual habit he reached his hand and only then noticed how his fingers were tightly holding little white paper.
Angrily pushing it deep inside one of his pockets he took the plate and turned back to what was his work.
Now Fridays without him?
Not at late evening Aoi was turning back to his apartment. These events which were similar each day - parking of his car near the house, walking in, waiting for the elevator to arrive, pushing his floor button, dark hallway, door of his apartment, finding keys in his pocket and fishing them out while holding his suitcase and opening his absolutely humanless apartment.
He walked in and closed the door behind. Slowly taking off his shoes, because he had no reason to hurry.
Today's evening he decided to cook something that suppose to take much time before going and finishing usual work.
Days like this he spent on automatically working body. He just moved, but something in him was deadly staying steal. And he knew the answer what it actually was - loneliness; stayed in surroundings, in his shoes in the corridor, in his chairs standing around the table on the kitchen, in his cups, in his pillows lying on one side of his sofa in livingroom, in his bed.
When you are really lonely - it's too hard not to notice.
Concentrated on chewing his food and looking at the wall, he was at the stage of such concentration that he didn't notice his cell phone ringing somewhere in the apartment. But when he finally did notice he dashed from his place, throwing towel he was holding and trying to swallow all food before he picked up his phone and answered the call.
- Mosh..cough. Moshi-moshi?
- Oi, Aoi hi.
He was in a such hurry that even forgot to look properly who called him and was not only surprised, but stunningly surprised.
- Ruki?
- Yep, it's me... you know... can we meet?
- Yeah.. sure, why not.
- At your apartment?
- M-m-m-m yes.
- I'm ready to write your adress.
A beep. The sound of his cell phone seemed so far away, and thoughts were storming in his mind twirling and twirling not wanting ever again to stop. Why actually Ruki wanted to see him again? And especially so suddenly.
Maybe they met not so long time ago, but that meeting was a confusing shock to his personality.
He won't be able to forget Ruki's tiny lies about himself? Or maybe he knew himself too good and knew that with his conscious statements he could confuse anyone and he got his own work results.. that exact day in two pair of eyes - one pair was confused and lost, other - was angry, filled with hate and.. hurt.
Such things like jealous and hurt in someone's eyes is really hard to miss and not to notice. Such burning hate. Burning everything on it's way.
One thing wasn't connecting with his mind - why, actually why Ruki did what he did when someone had such strong feelings for him? Such strong hate only prooved existent of the strongest.. love. After all someone said that from love to hate - is only a one step.
Some simple cleaning, not making from his enough clear flat something outstanding. Again kitchen to cook something light for his guest, after all he was a nice host. Checking on his full with different alcohol bar - just in case. Usual little things before someone was going to come and push the door bell button which created loud "bzzzzzz" sound preventing anyone from not hearing it.
And this sound caught his attention when he was finishing putting on and buttoning his shirt. Quickly going through metres till his front door and opening it widely, first thought in his head that someone missed and pushed the wrong bell of a wrong apartment, but then this person in front of him rose his head. And it was more then something... Completely shocking like a blow of a big atomic bomb. A mess of blond hair directed to him with a pair of brown eyes. Completely shocking and taking away sight.
- Are you gonna let me in or stand like an idiot with opened mouth? - who else can turn a pout into incredible smile.
- Impressed.
- Do you like it?
- More then a lot... take your ass into my house, don't just stand there!
No one was pretending that nothing happened between them but giving each other feeling that acting normally and friendly would be the best. So even Ruki scratched his pants with his nails, torturing fabric, because he was nervous and more then that, he walked in follwing guesture from the dark haired man. He couldn't say and predict how tall man would react but he needed to do this and he was doing it.
Aoi closed the door and turned around when suddenly a hand was placed on his chest and Ruki looked at him.
- I wanted something...
Door closed and Rei couldn't prevent himself from just falling down on the floor - this how he was tired after his work. Struggling with his pumps while still too lazy to take them using hands, he finally took them off and turned around, replacing to more comfortable lying - like it wasn't his corridor of his apartment.
Maybe the only creature that always was glad to see him - met him with new portion of fluffy fur into his face, rubbing her body with it.
- Oh god, buddy the last thing in this world I need is your ass into my face! Shush-shhh, go away!
But little animal wasn't about going away, instead Kisa chose another direction - right on Rei's stomach. Stroking her red fur he finally noticed the lights from kitchen either turned off or someone was standing above him and shielding them. In reality second variant won and turning around he met with two black eyes, and they were really black overshadowed by enough bright lights behind turning beautiful face into a dark and devilous. The smallest of smiles appeared on full lips and fingers reached for him offering a help to stand up.
All features just screamed: Come with me, it's gonna be something.
[End of 015]
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