4th and 22
I just got back from a 2 day camping trip. It was pretty nice and took my mind off of life for the most part. I turned my phone off and had no contact with anyone but the two people I was with. We rode a speed boat on a lake ALL day for two days, went innertubing, kneeboarding, and camped in little tents on the sandy beach. I pretty much burned to a crisp in the sun yesterday. It never matters how much sunscreen I use...I always burn. At least I'll tan in a day or two. I've been needing some sun. I was pretty tired the whole time. I hadn't slept the night before going because of a disheartening conversation the night before that kept me up til 6:30am, which is when we left.
Happy late 4th of July (American Independence Day). I went over to prince charming's house and finally talked with him about "us." I was a bit upset that he waited six months to tell me I wasn't quite his type...It's fine that he feels that way, but I think it would've been more considerate to tell me sooner, rather than just sort of keep me there to fool around with. = / I think I knew in the back of my mind that that was all he really wanted, a sort of companion with little attachment...but I didn't want to admit it. A small part of me also wanted that...but a larger part of me wants someone who cares more about me than fooling around. I wanted to think he'd slowly like me more until we'd be together "officially." Such is life. So once again...I am single. I was single before I guess, 'cause technically we weren't together. We just weren't seeing anyone else. But now I'm actually single. I don't even know what I'm looking for. I'll eventually figure that out, but for now...look out single guys. :)
On a side note...I'm going to turn 21 this October. Not entirely sure what I'm going to do yet. My birthday is unfortunately on a Monday....so I know I'll definitely do something the Friday before at my place with some friends who may/may not be drinking age..and then probably something the Friday after with those that are drinking age. I've asked the guy I babysit for to show me how to brew hard cider...so that will be fun. Perhaps I'll get miserably drunk and do foolish things like everyone else. Or I'll end up having one drink and driving all my drunken friends home...haha. I hope not though.
Happy late 4th of July (American Independence Day). I went over to prince charming's house and finally talked with him about "us." I was a bit upset that he waited six months to tell me I wasn't quite his type...It's fine that he feels that way, but I think it would've been more considerate to tell me sooner, rather than just sort of keep me there to fool around with. = / I think I knew in the back of my mind that that was all he really wanted, a sort of companion with little attachment...but I didn't want to admit it. A small part of me also wanted that...but a larger part of me wants someone who cares more about me than fooling around. I wanted to think he'd slowly like me more until we'd be together "officially." Such is life. So once again...I am single. I was single before I guess, 'cause technically we weren't together. We just weren't seeing anyone else. But now I'm actually single. I don't even know what I'm looking for. I'll eventually figure that out, but for now...look out single guys. :)
On a side note...I'm going to turn 21 this October. Not entirely sure what I'm going to do yet. My birthday is unfortunately on a Monday....so I know I'll definitely do something the Friday before at my place with some friends who may/may not be drinking age..and then probably something the Friday after with those that are drinking age. I've asked the guy I babysit for to show me how to brew hard cider...so that will be fun. Perhaps I'll get miserably drunk and do foolish things like everyone else. Or I'll end up having one drink and driving all my drunken friends home...haha. I hope not though.