Frustration
Feeling overwhelmed...once again I have put too much on my plate, even knowing that I couldn't handle it, yet I did it anyway. Frustration is driving me crazy and making me apathetic. I don't want that. I want to learn and I want to succeed. I need a good punch in the butt for motivation and to learn not to bite off more than I can chew anymore. When will I learn to quit being so unrealistically ambitious?? UGH. I'm sick of falling into a rut that I've dug...over and over again. It's so hard to get out. Someone needs to take my shovel away, or at least dull it a bit.