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He is a sweety. I really feel for the guy. I am confused though. He acts as though he wants to make the greatest effort and give me the compation that i have ultimately been dying for. He says things to me that only things my dreams could know i want. He is for loss of better words, amazing. My question though is, is it enough? Is it enough that i feel this way? Are the feelings i have enough to endure to the end? Do i really want to get my heart broken again? Should i take yet another chance at love? What is love? How will i know i've found it when it is there? I dont want to be stupid again...I refuse to be made a fool, and in that i fear i'll make stupid decisions of petty wrong doings. I will love again, assuming i have loved before. We will see...is he the one for me? Will he stay around to stand by my grave in the end? Will he shed the final tear at my departure? Will he be there? Will he be there?