May 04, 2005 10:07
Today is the third day of nothing from him...im going to go crazy, he's all i have right now...i know its not much, he doesn't want me for anything but ___. But its hard to understand it, i feel as if i can pretend, just ofr a little while that he cares, but its easier to pretend when he is talking to me....it would be easier to fix if i knew why...