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well i dunno what to say...
im fat and single!
if one is fat then it is obvious that they would be single...so if i want a guy i have to get thin, but do i want a guy that only wants my body? i dont, but it is a chance i suppose i will have to take..i am starving myself..i have a daily menu now...i will only eat what is on the menu...i dont care if it isnt healthy(though it is) i am just sick of being lonely!!!
i had a dream last night that a nightmare came into my life. this person wanted to hook up and shit, and i wanted to soo bad! sex deprived is what i call myself...i held my ground a didnt do it, proud am i? perhaps...but a part of me wanted a mad fuck party and grrr! i wish i had in a way...
it is an odd thing i am going through
i want what i cant have and i dont want what i dont...
(if someone can find me denise's address can you do it soon, i wrote her a letter and i need to send it)
im fat and single!
if one is fat then it is obvious that they would be single...so if i want a guy i have to get thin, but do i want a guy that only wants my body? i dont, but it is a chance i suppose i will have to take..i am starving myself..i have a daily menu now...i will only eat what is on the menu...i dont care if it isnt healthy(though it is) i am just sick of being lonely!!!
i had a dream last night that a nightmare came into my life. this person wanted to hook up and shit, and i wanted to soo bad! sex deprived is what i call myself...i held my ground a didnt do it, proud am i? perhaps...but a part of me wanted a mad fuck party and grrr! i wish i had in a way...
it is an odd thing i am going through
i want what i cant have and i dont want what i dont...
(if someone can find me denise's address can you do it soon, i wrote her a letter and i need to send it)