Oct 07, 2004 20:28
ok so i can hear the tv and it just said that Night at the Roxbury is going to be on tonight at 9 or something. you would think i'd be really pumped to watch it, but i'm just not in the mood for doing anything at all right now.
whenever i've moved in the past (a lot) i've always been really attatched to the place that i'm leaving. but i think that if i left andover, i wouldn't mind the change. i'd miss my friends SO MUCH and i'd keep in touch and feel awful leaving them, but i dunno, it's like i don't have a really important part in my school environment i guess. it's weird i can't really explain it. like when i left camp segovia would always be like it's so different here without you, and if i left ahs, it definatly wouldn't be like that at all. which brings us back to camp. it's such an accepting, wonderful, energetic, amazing, fufilling, kickass place to be. i wish i was there...hmm, right now. and it's such a good feeling to know that everyone else from camp would say the same thing.
ok now i feel bad about saying that stuff about andover. i love my friends CLEARLY but i'm just feeling shitty right now, and don't want to erase it because it took a while to type because i'm not a skilled typer.
peace and love